Hapily ever after starbound by ValexBlood, literature
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Hapily ever after starbound
spiralling down this life that i live
breathing again the air that is here
giving no quarter but keeping it real
stare at the sky cuz it says what i feel
Always, ill be with you forever
Always, feel my embrace
Always, fly with me free
and i will keep you
happily ever after
(happily ever after)
finding out what been on my mind
quit apologizing it isnt like you
go and ill see you among the ocean
the black ocean that is night
Always, ill be with you forever
Always, feel this embrace
Always, fly with me free
and i will keep you
happily ever after
(happily ever after
((Lose friends then gain friends solo))
so now you see
thi
Faces, Places, People I See by ValexBlood, literature
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Faces, Places, People I See
It's 10 o'clock
Livin life like a lie
STaying alive just doesnt seem
On my list of expectations so high
Every little flip
Small, serenading
Fall of color (or not at all)
Almost doesnt seem worth living
But then i see your face!
What a wonderful picture
A frame of beauty
As i softly, fall asleep
As i softly, die away
Look up, see the people
All just walking around
Not a life i want to live
Not a touch or sight or sound
Read between the lines
It's worth it, believe me
And then the truth
Isn't what it looks to be
But then i see your face
(oh!) What a wonderful picture
A frame of beauty (in my eyes)
As i softly, fall, asle
Feelings...
They come
They go
They appear
And vanish...
Just like that
They move
They stop
The hurt
They cut
They sear
They slice
Feelings...
I have none
I cant have any
I feel no hurt
Not much anyways...
I feel no pain
No Tears
No strength
Nothing....
Nothing is appearing...
Nothing is vanishing
I see no light
Only darkness
Why won't this go away?
Why?
Why?
Why?
It hurts now
I don't want anymore...
I want to say goodbye...
But..
I can't....
Why?
Chapter two Viktor chronicle by ValexBlood, literature
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Chapter two Viktor chronicle
Chapter 2
Viktor didnt stop to look back as he walked along the sidewalk and its cold concrete; he didnt see anyone and surmised he must be one of the only ones out at this time. It was around 5:30 when he left and now it was 6:30. Along the sidewalk was a fence, white picket normal looking fence until he got to a small space in it. He stopped and stared wishing he hadnt.
There in the fence there was a large hole ripped open by brute force, he knew what did that as well. He walked through the hole quietly looking around, he heard shuffling in some bushes but then, beyond all else, he heard a girl crying and he sens
New Book chapter one intro by ValexBlood, literature
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New Book chapter one intro
Intro.
When he was a young boy Viktor made three choices
1.He would never let anyone know his secret
2.He would never sire anyone
3.He would never fall in love
When making these decisions he vowed to uphold them for eternity and almost did
Chapter 1
Viktor sat in class feeling the stare of someone from the back, he sighed and ignored it, he did not know anyone here but did not care, this was not the time or place, and again he was going to have to go through this hell of a high school. Looking back up at the teacher he closed his eyes and focused on many things other than actually learning. The student from the front of the room
Hypocrites?
I See no firearms signs
Pfft, right
No sharp objects....
Blindisghted
No flame...
Wrong time
Don't run...
Vague
They give us rules
And then tell us to go around them
No firearms
We can't have weapons
No sharp objects
Do pencils count?
Flame not allowed
They gave me a bunsen burner should i report?
Don't run
What if i need too?
How long will this continue?
How long until they explain
Keep our imagintaions in mind
Staples?
We can shoot them
Paperclips?
Projectiles
Pencils?
Eyepoke
Pencil Sharpeners?
We unscrew the blades
You tell us not to do things
and we dont
But then we realize
That you give us al
Red?
What is red?
Pigment, can't be...
Color...we say it is
Blood? they look the same right?
Is it the color of a pen?
The trailing ink from the point
The Line across
Marking the paper with ease
But pens can be other colors too...
Maybe it's a target?
Circle upon circle
Zeroing in on the center
Paint your bullseye
But wait, is the laser sight red too?
The small dot
Precise aim
Pull the trigger, you know you want to...
Why are all these things red?
I cant decide what red is
They say color
But leaves have pigments, not colors
So they can't be colors
And a laser sight isnt called a red
and a target is called just that
So
Mind is Law
Mind is the commanding power
Others may try to twist it
But you know they can't
It's not theirs to twist
You own this mind
And It is law
Mind's are powerful objects
With the right skills
They attain unlimited power
You know what you want
And you go for it
Your mind is as no others
They say 2+2=4
They tell you that up is up
And down is down
But really....
Up is whatever you want it to be
Down could be what they call sideways
2+2=7 if you want
Your perspective changes
Just because someone said it's so
Doesn't make it so
I know your mind is different
I know that this could be taken as anything
But a mind isn'
I have seen, and You Know by ValexBlood, literature
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I have seen, and You Know
I saw you standing there
I saw the tears fallen
I watched as she walked away
I felt the pain of her going
You are a friend
I want to be one
I am the onlooker
You are the victim
I feel sad for you
You know who you are
And so do I
You know I am watching
You know I care
You know i wish to
Be your angel
And rid you of sadness
You know Me
And I know you
I feel words
I see them scrawled in blood
The red ink trailing down
The strength to go on, slipping away
I see them reaching the floor
Falling through cracks
Seeping evermore
I feel them pool at my feet
I feel the blade
I see the blood rushing forth
I'm the one hurt by it
But i feel it no more
I see the arm thats red
I feel it less each time
Splitting my arm down
It becomes easier than ever
I'm sorry my friends
I must make it so
I need the blade
I need the pain...
Sadness feeds upon the heart
It leaves a hole there
An non-filling hole
One that makes you wonder....
What should be there?
Then a light appears
The darkness fades
The pain subsides
And friends open their arms
thanks guys...you are the real heroes
I thank you all, you know who you are...
Love has no point
Love is a backstabbing pain
Love is hate waiting to open
Love is lost
Love hurts to think of
Love is unbearable to live without, and unbearable to find....
I feel the suffering
I hate what it does to me
I am powerless to stop it
When the suffering occurs
When the tears come
The only thing relieving
Is the blade
The ever hungry blade
The power of it draws me near
So farewell my friends
At least for now
The razor calls me
Sadness may be what you feel
Or is it anger?
Suffering is what i feel
And it won't go away.......
Thoughts....
I have seen them twist and curve
I have felt them gnaw at me
My mind feels anxious
The thoughts have come
I have seen those hurt by them
I have felt how they fascinate
My mind feels pained
The thoughts have come
I have seen each dance around
I have felt their feet
My mind feels happy
The thoughts have come
I have seen them fall and lay down
I have felt the sadness brought
My mind feels sorrow
The thoughts have come
I have seen them burn and shake
I have felt the heat of their words
My mind feels anger
The thoughts have come
I have seen all their actions
I have felt all their phases
My mind is wise
The thou
Memories...
I remember when...
I was there
I walked these halls
I smiled
I cried
I hurt
I laid for rest
I ran for happiness
I fell asleep
I woke
I closed my eyes
I wished
I touched
I heard laughter
I saw joy
I remember all my memories...
And they are part of me...whether i like it or not...
Sadness....no room for it by ValexBlood, literature
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Sadness....no room for it
Sadness has no reason
It's there to engulf the world
Are you strong enough to fight?
Are you going to let it engulf you?
When sadness flows through your body
Happiness is only following
When you feel the knife across your arm
Only the strength to stop will come from it
When you feel weak
Strength comes in a small form
When times change
Adaption if sure to follow
Sadness engulfs the world
Will it engulf you?
Blood....For Seth
Blood...dripping
It will come
Give it time
It doesn't burn
It doesn't burn
Blood...flowing
Down my arm
On the floor
It doesn't burn
It doesn't burn
Blood...seeping
From the cut
From the blade
It doesn't burn
It doesn't burn
Blood...entrancing
Raise my arm
Lower my head
It doesn't burn
It doesn't burn
Blood...beautiful
My tongue is free
The blood's in me
It doesn't burn
It doesn't burn
Blood...filling
Mouth stained red
Eyes rabid
It doesn't burn
It doesn't burn
Blood...mine
From my arm
To my mouth
with the tool of a blade blood is my nourishment
I, remember your hands,
I, remember your voice.
Do you, my love, remember me?
Or have you forgotten our silence
Sweet whisper gently on the wind,
Take my hand and wrap me up again.
Have you forgotten what love is?
Will you remember our love ?
So say, you love me,
And gently kiss me goodbye.
Say youll remember,
So I dont have to cry.
And my tears will not be wasted on forgotten memories, lost time,
Please, remember, this lullaby.
Take, the forgotten
Promise, them your voice.
Will you, promise, me as well?
So I can sleep in my peace.
When winter passes on to us,
Warm me with your gentle touch.
I wi
All through out my dreams Im searching,
Ive finally found love and I found it in you.
My heart had never begun beating,
Until your sweet eyes I looked into.
And I cant believe,
That you found me,
In darkness and in light.
Im finally found,
Somewhere I belong,
In your arms feels so right.
All through out my life Im dreaming,
Finding the perfect way to say I love you.
With all that perfection I find Im drowning,
Into the arms I fit perfectly into.
And now the day is setting,
And the twilights in your eyes.
Ive memorized all of the colours,
Incase we ever say goodbye.
Thoughts....
I have seen them twist and curve
I have felt them gnaw at me
My mind feels anxious
The thoughts have come
I have seen those hurt by them
I have felt how they fascinate
My mind feels pained
The thoughts have come
I have seen each dance around
I have felt their feet
My mind feels happy
The thoughts have come
I have seen them fall and lay down
I have felt the sadness brought
My mind feels sorrow
The thoughts have come
I have seen them burn and shake
I have felt the heat of their words
My mind feels anger
The thoughts have come
I have seen all their actions
I have felt all their phases
My mind is wise
The thou
Current Residence: my house :D Favourite genre of music: Rock, alt, heavy metal Favourite photographer: friends lol Favourite style of art: mostly all Operating System: crappy x.x MP3 player of choice: Ipod (black hopefully) Shell of choice: wtf? Wallpaper of choice: the kind that i like, they change alot Skin of choice: what kind of question is that? Favourite cartoon character: Renji (from Bleach ^^) Personal Quote: Life is sadness, dont let it engulf you
Favourite Visual Artist
Not any single one
Favourite Movies
Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Metallica, Disturbed, Bring me the Horizon, Ludo, Secondhand Serenade, Bullet for my Valentine
Favourite Writers
Dont know many famous ones
Favourite Games
Fable 2 ^^
Favourite Gaming Platform
xbox, and 360, and wii
Tools of the Trade
knives....friends ^^
Other Interests
I like my friends and rping, and playing video games, along with writing poems
It seems like i update this every year that i feel like it, last time i wrote was the eleventh of january, 09. Oh well i like updating when i feel like it. Im sure no one missed me very much lol, and im not back, school takes up too much of my time to let me come back, and my family weve grown to include
Sister-Shes very important to me, i just sent her the link to this site, shes someone i knew as a younger kid but now i really feel like i know her. Shes happens to be the one person who can compare to my life and even has the same career plan as me.
Cousin-Someone else i met at the same time as my sister at a younger age, shes pretty hyper
like the heading not really an update but i dont like my old journal so :p screw it
hey everyone havent talked in a while, wont be on much, and havent been on much, so dont hold your breathe. i have people to see, pleaces to go, children to scare and cars to scare XD
i gotta go for a weekend guys
camp...again, i dont know why the fuck they put em on the weekends i get to relax but ah fuck it
ill be back love you guys :hug: